Wet-ness-day

"Why is something rather than nothing? Why is  no more undescribeable thing to desire than see a person you loved pity you..? Drowned you like your feet need a shelter to long march in. How could they think that you need to be depicted? They are lost, they are in a cage of sorrow, they are forget of decision you have made, they tend to see you from their eyes - not understanding yours, they look at you as if you are a kitten in rainy day. You will know...in the moment they give too much caress when they shouldn't. You will know when they never show in the moment they have to be there. You will know...someday...you hear them...talk about you behind your neck...whispering and giving you the greatest goosebumps. In the moment you know, you're already burnout, wishing you stay in the bell jar. For a while. People say forever is a long time for those who is waiting. You know, 'for a while' is (in fact) longer than forever. Why? Because forever you can see quite sure about the future, when 'for a while' tells that you're standing in the very present moment and never be sure of what you do and what you did. And for the sorrow itself, none dare to taste it. That's why those who loved you half, only care enough to pity you." — (From Wednesday)